I am feeling on fucking fire about life! It’s has been a slog of logistics for travel, learning curves in podcasting, training new (amazing) employees, and using breath work and books to heal my heart.
Holy shit you guys.
I have poured myself into growth in every area imaginable and a few times I thought I was going to lose my mind. That perhaps I had bitten off more than I could chew.
But there is only one way to eat that big fat elephant called growing into the person you want to be with the life you want to have….one MF’in bite at a time.
This week with the launch of the podcast, my employees fucking crushing it supporting my KCIT tribe, having hired a marketing agency to help me with reaching more amazing people, travel plans completely set in stone, and my heart feeling complete and full as fuck I can honestly say there is an overwhelming sense of victory and gratitude.
I fucking did it.
The other side is here.
Sliding into the summer solstice feels a lot like it I felt crossing the finish line after running the 6th hardest marathon in the world a few years ago.
There is relief and gratitude and an overwhelming feeling of faith. Faith that the universe is conspiring FOR ME because I just refused to back down.
All those moments of weakness and tears and doing the hard thing for the last few months have added up to this moment, right now.
And all I can say is thank you.
Thank you to my friends, to my family, to the amazing universe and to myself for not giving up on me.
There is a huge shift happening and to have put in the blood, sweat, and tears I can honestly say, though I say it all the time, life really is a contact sport.
And damn it feels fucking good to win.
And the crazy part is, it doesn’t feel OVER, it feels like I’ve leveled up, like there is a new normal for momentum in my life.
It is not that things will now slow down but that energetically I am ready to be more, do more, give more, grow more.
This is not the end, it is just the beginning.